but what else is new? I always feel like I’m on the outside looking in. I’m missing out on doing fun stuff with my friends (and I’m rapidly losing those friends, or so it seems). I go months, even years, without talking to or seeing my friends. It doesn’t help that they don’t live here, through no fault of their own.

Some days I’ve got half a mind to just pack it up and move to a completely new place and go it alone. But that terrifies me, a little bit. I just know that I need a change. I’ve been questioning a lot of things lately and I’m just not sure how to go about making the changes I know I need to make.

So, if you’re reading this, it’s not directed at anyone specific. It’s just some general thoughts I’ve been having about the people that I have (or don’t have) in my life at the moment.